LOVE

LOVE hasn't exact definition

it only shows how and what it is by interchanging this to somebody else. but what's really important is you share what you have as far as you can. it's not easy to achieve love, ugly truth. if you always think that love is definitely there, you're in fact mistaken with that. yeah, love is there but it's complicated. Love is really about winning and losing. after sunshine, rain and then sunshine again, just like a wheel, it's sometimes on top, and sometimes on ground of the road. so whenever you chose to love, be brave enough to face the consequences. you'll definitely experience all struggling against everything that might go in opposite to your happiness.

let me share to you few of my stories which really teach me hard to life. I was on my 2nd grade back then when I had my first true love as I think of it. of course it's not really true because what does an 8-y/o girl knows about true love. however, for me his so much amazing that I can't compare to my other crushes. actually I had 3 crushes during that time including him. but, when I see him, play with him and even have a short convo with him, world is different as to what I have in reality. it really feels fantasy. as I remember, when my 2 crushes (whom have crush on me too) asked me who I liked the most between them, I always give them the same answers which is my "true love". and then, upon getting that answer, they hated me so much that they even bully me and as a weak girl in the class, I just cry on my chair ignoring what they're saying against me. but then, he become my "knight in shining armor" so I was happy then. he even make jokes about them just to make me smile. but what it hurts the most is that, he shows care but not the way you thought so. his "inlove" to his classmate. so to pretend that I'm ok, I just hid my feelings and tried to live normal life as it was. well, we're just kids so no hard feelings. however, I feel a lil' hate for the other girl that he likes. but, there are really times that the love you worked hard to get is sometimes not for you. even when I was on my 1st yr in HS til' now, I always lost in the fights I'm working so hard to keep. I don't know what's wrong with me. though, I gave all that I can,but doesn't work. maybe its true that "too much is not always tolerable".

however, I never give up on love. I just take time to mend what I lost for so many times so whenever I might get involved, I can be the best way I can. just learn on your experiences to avoid getting into the same situation. Learning is the best way to fight. always remember, just be yourself, no less, no more.

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